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Gold Never Stays

by Charlie Weber

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    GOLD NEVER STAYS
    an album by Charlie Weber & The Glorious Failures.
    A record about friendship, rejection sensitive dysphoria and being better than you were the year before.

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1.
Woke up naked, face down and wasted sweating on the bathroom floor You were holding your breath hoping I'd cheat death and be someone like I was before Then my throat caved in and the words got stuck somewhere between my teeth and my tongue with your last breath in you screamed at me hoping it might just wake me up cos I don't wanna die anymore wont let the night time take me over I'm tired of being so bored no I don't wanna dies anymore won't let the night time take me over when I finally found something to live for Get me a glass and put on the clash or start dancing in the dark tonight it feels like a ghost has left my bones when I've finally seen the light and when you see me there in the warm night air keep the patio lanterns alive cos it's a celebration... a celebration cos I don't wanna die anymore wont let the night time take me over I'm tired of being so bored no I don't wanna dies anymore won't let the night time take me over when I finally found something to live for You worried about me see I was spread so thin by the burden of sin that comes with helping everyone but yourself and you saw me, I mean like right through me and you covered the cracks and let my lungs relax as you pulled me out from under myself and I thank you cos I don't wanna die anymore wont let the night time take me over I'm tired of being so bored no I don't wanna dies anymore won't let the night time take me over when I finally found something to live for
2.
They say it's one foot before the other and horses only kick so hard yeah I've been battered and I've been broken but getting back up is the easy part. You think that your time is ticking and you don't know how much you've got left my heart runs on empty inhibitions and only brings me unhappiness Oh, you're not worth being miserable over no, it's just a reflex of the heart so, if you find dusting yourself off to be difficult trust me when I say getting back up is the easy part Got the wind knocked out of me wiped the mud from my eyes it was at my discretion but it took this long to realize Oh, you're not worth being miserable over no, it's just a reflex of the heart so, if you find dusting yourself off to be difficult trust me when I say getting back up is the easy part
3.
I'm telling you I've got a picture of where I'm gonna be in the next few years and if you want we'll get a pitcher and talk about the old days and how we got here Grew out my hair and I lost your nuber it wasn't on purpose you know how these things just happen so lets go out like a rolling thunder to the places we weren't invited to and scream sing joel plaskett Leave it to me to live in a memory, it's all I got left since I sold all my shit Now I suppose that you might be busy but i'll make it worth your while if you call in sick Lets propose a toast to singing in the kitchen and drink all the alcohol that this city has left and if I recall I said the exact same thing at least 12 times over but nobody cares it's getting later now, well technically its early Brian pout my song on so i guess we gotta stay now don't put your coat on the nights not quite over the fat lady ain't called my name... or whatever they say! Leave it to me to live in a memory, it's all I got left since I sold all my shit Now I suppose that you might work early but i'll make it worth your while if you call in sick Leave it to me to live in a memory, it's all I got left since I sold all my shit Now I suppose that I could call you more often I'll make it up to you or keep you chomping at the bit Leave it to me to live in a memory, it's all I got left since I sold all my shit Now I suppose that you might be busy but i'll make it worth your while if you call in sick
4.
Bootstraps 02:32
Lets talk about rejection and how you feel it in your bones before they start to sing your praises Start shaking off the dust that's stuck inside your lungs you know it comes in phases hey I think that i'm ok I'm telling you its fine if you don't feel the same way So come on pick yourself up now or find someone to help you out when your bootstraps keep on breaking start coughing out the dust thats stuck inside your lungs you know it comes in phases hey I think that i'm ok I'm telling you its fine if you don't feel the same way I'm telling you its fine when you wake up screaming and when your broken heart keeps beating a hole through your ribcage that wont seem to go away don't lose yourself in it, I know you're better than this just take the helping hand and say hey I think that i'm ok I'm telling you its fine if you don't feel the same way
5.
The evening awaits as the sun hangs the moon from the trees give me a break as I try to find the room to breathe yeah ive been know to burn my bridges from the wrong side cast my stones, crack form then the multiply and my legs start to fail me every time I look in your eyes Now don't get me wrong, I ain't leaving this place until you come home and reveal my face for what it is in this Southeastern Home at the crossroads The morning subsides as I realize what has been done just close your eyes, faded scenes become so vivid and I could tell by the way you hung your head you were hopeful but gold never stays and I was wishing for even a minute I could be anyone other than me Now don't get me wrong, I ain't leaving this place until you come home and reveal my face for what it is in this Southeastern Home at the crossroads I fell in love with stability but it never seemed to come to me until I let it all sink in I know that something like you comes around once or twice before it leaves for good Now don't get me wrong, I ain't leaving this place until you come home and reveal my face for what it is in this Southeastern Home at the crossroads
6.
Remember when they told you, you could do anything you wanted to and when you told them they just stared back at you and saiud "manage expectations keep them low. Do you remember your best friend, the one who always said that they would help you when, the stage lights lose their shimmer but when you called them it's one short ring leave a message at the tone. How long was it this time that you held on to the persona you thought they would want to have around? iiiSOLO!!! Remember how they gave up the second you decided that you had enough, its funny how they only call you difficult in the moments that you stand up for yourself. yeah how long was it this time you bit your tongue, tearing at the fibres choking on your blood pretending that its fine? and how long was it this time til they moved on cos they thought that you might be someone they could push around? and how long was it this time that you dwelled on all the ways that they did you wrong instead of living for yourself
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T. Petty 02:48
Bleed me dry, I'll give everything I have to you I'm not a martyr but I'm pretty sure I want to Who the fuck am I? I probably couldn't say just a reflection but the mirror is empty all these sad songs sound like a cry for attention I swear to god I'm not that fucking depressing bite my tongue and spit out the bloody profane truth god is as real as this person in front of you so let me fade away, it can't be healthy for you to be this close to me without a hazmat suit and how much more can I take before I call it quits cos I don't know how longer I can justify being this miserable piece of shit Fuck me up, tell me I'm pretty I wont believe you, you're just gonna leave me I guess I'll get fucked just call me Thomas Petty and I'll be there to mock you, please wont you leave me alone Fuck me up you can call me crazy I know I'm frustrating just don't try and change me or you can get fucked cos I'm perfectly happy I don't need your help so why don't you leave me alone fuck me up, tell me i'm pretty I really need you so I'm sorry for being distanced I guess I'll get fucked, just call me Thomas Petty and I'll be there to mock you, please wont you leave me alone
9.
I'm not much of a sailor, I spent most my nights on broken glass and ive been known to abandon the ship before anyone can ask where it is that we're going cos the seas I've weathered seem rather rough but not as rough as those who anchor to the shores hoping that the tides wont pick them up Yeah i will be better than this, my new years resolution will be held up in my fist it's the years of degradation that put me on this ship yeah I will be better than this I think we all could use some understanding and maybe just a little time away to breathe in new life and captivate our nights and finally reach the dawn on our new day Yeah i will be better than this, my new years resolution will be held up in my fist it's the years of degradation that put me on this ship yeah I will be better than this When i'm all alone I remind myself of the things I should already know like how the wind always blows your ship back to shore Yeah i will be better than this, my new years resolution will be held up in my fist it's the years of degradation that put me on this ship yeah I will be better than this
10.
You got tattooed in the place we used to hang out in the summer we'd parachute into evenings making it hard to remember the bittersweet taste of defeat that would knock us off our feet but we were safe here beneath out chemical armour holding my breath, cheating death in the moment where the sun meets the skyline. I felt safe dancing with you bathed under stage lights and that's where the roof caved in when the windsheild peirced my skin when you're the life of the party nobody asks if you're alright are you alright I've been throwing away everything I thought was keeping me grounded hasn't really worked the best for me I've given up on the hope of ever thinking that I could be happy by being alone and staying the same for a second I felt my circuits relax as i placed my hand into the small of your back isn't it nice to live in the moment and I felt the carpet rip from under my feet fell down the spiral staircase of lonely the forming of bruises felt more like forming a habit I've been throwing away everything I thought was keeping me grounded hasn't really worked the best for me I've given up on the hope of ever thinking that I could be happy by being alone and staying the same as the lonely sunkissed city retreats for the night and the backroad boys call for a ride home as starcrossed lovers say their final goodbyes not quite knwong what they have done theres a tantrum off the Corbett Line where tow brothers get their story straight and the horse they road in on gets written off and chalked up to late night migration

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A record about friendship, rejection sensitive dysphoria and being better than you were the year before. 10 tracks of Emo-Americana bangers from the heart of London, Ontario Canada

I wrote and recorded this record over the pandemic, it was a frustrating task braving lock-downs. It took longer than any other recording project i've ever been a part of, which gives you time to think... and doubt... and spiral, which in turn gave me tonnes of time to actually understand the lyrics and arrangements in a more intimate way than any other record I've ever made. I am happy to say that i am very very proud of this record, it is my favourite piece of art i've ever made and I hope you enjoy it.

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released May 25, 2023

The Glorious Failures are Mason VanGaalen, Richard Gracious, Emmett O'Reilly and Patrick Armstrong

Produced/Recorded/Mixed by Richard Gracious in London, Ontario Canada
Drums recorded by Andrew Billone at Halo Music in Hamilton, Ontario Canada
Mastered by Jack Shirley at Atomic Garden in Oakland, California USA

This album was made possible by the London Arts Council with funding through the Community Arts Investment Program (CAIP)

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Charlie Weber & The Glorious Failures. "Award Losing" Emo-Americana from London Ontario.

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